Redha .

Redha . :')

War of Cry and Why

Lately, what i've been heard is only the bad news.


And i really can't stand on my feet and feel messy right now.

Dont know what to think, what to do.

Why is this happening? Why to me? I really had my own plan, but why in the end it became like this?

Why don't it be like what i plan? Whyyy?


There are so many WHY in my head. I'm totally lost.

Yeah,  feel lost, weak and sadden. I am not happy at all but i tried to.

Everynight i'm crying, my head really hurt so much and that's why i need to take Panadol before sleep.

This is really killing me right now.

I don't know to whom should i story all this things.


And i am NOT ME right now. Seriously.


BUT then, i know, this is Allah's plan.

And i know His plan is the Greatest.

Who am i to questioned what had He plan for me.

I should actually accept all this things with an open heart.

And thinks that He actually tested me, us, because He loved us.

There are some things that i can't really people what my problem is.

But then there are several people i'd like to share with.

And accept their opinions really made me happy because i know they care about me.

What i need from you guys is, Do pray for us, and we will do the same to you guys.


Crying all the times means you didn't accept all the things happen to you.

But to cry a little bit can be accepted right?

He made this tears, He made this feel, why don't we expressed it.

But you need to know the limit on how of express all sort of things.
Be strong, Amu. Redha is the key for you to keep holding. :')

InsyaAllah, Amin.


The me,

AmuCha

Pray . Hope . Dream .

To be continued .

Congrats, Umiey!

Congrats, Dear Sis Umiey on your Convocation Day. :D

Tahniah kakyang dapat habiskan diploma dengan cemerlang nya. Even tak dapat *** like others, tapi kamu dah bagi mak ayah seluruh bintang and bagi mereka bangga dengan kamu. Keep on study smart and be creative on your degree time. Enjoy your study time as this working time is not interesting as what you've think it is. Haha. Jaga solat lima waktu sebab itu kunci kejayaan kita. And banyakkan berdoa kepada Allah supaya dipermudahkan segala urusan dunia dan akhirat. InsyaAllah.

Pejam celik, pejam celik kite, kami berempat sudah pun mencecah 25-an, 23-an, 21-an and 15-an. Teringat lagi dulu macam mana kami ke sekolah bersama, main petang bersama, naik basikal bersama, jaga adik time baby same-same sbb jarak die jauh dengan kite, mandi kolam bersama, kene marah bersama. Oh how i miss old timesss when we're just kids and naughty. Sekarang semua sudah jauh tapi kami tahu kami dekat di hati. Kami berempat sahaja lah puteri kesayangan mak ayah. Sometimes, kesian dekat ayah sebab takde putera. Tapi takpe lah, takde rezeki ayah disitu. Oleh sebab itu ayah hanya perlu menunggu duit masuk je lah and tunggu dapat empat menantu lelaki je lah. Haha.

Harapan agar majlis kaklong berjalan awal tahun depan. Seronok dan jeles tgk orang dapat anak sedara. Mau juga ade anak sedara sendiri and digelar makcik. Okay, please call me Cik Ngah! Mak ngah is okay, but i prefer Cik ngah more lah. Hehe. Can't waaiiit. :D

Semoga hari-hari mendatang memberi sinar bahagia untuk kami sekeluarga. Walau banyak dugaan melanda, moga Allah kuatkan hati kami kerana kami tahu, Engkau menyayangi orang-orang yang sabar dan tabah dalam menghadapi dugaan-Mu. :'D

Regards,